What the Political Police Don’t See

What the Political Police Don't See / Orlando Luis Pardo Lazo
Orlando Luis Pardo Lazo, Translator: Unstated

A couple of months ago some strangers in plainclothes waited for me
crouched on a corner in Lawton, eventually kidnapping me in a National
Revolutionary Police (PNR) squad car when I left my house at the corner
of Beales and Fonts streets.

Those in plainclothes said they were from State Security (the PNR were
illiterate accomplices from the neighborhood station). Clearly they
were, because one of them was Yoani Sanchez's attacker on 6 November
2009, a paramilitary misogynist. He was the same white guy who
reappeared in March of this year — when I was on a hunger and thirst
strike for two days after my arrest (without charges or records kept)
during the visit of Pope Benedict XVI — to coerce me to go to a hospital
where they exhaustively examined me to certify they hadn't tortured me.

Naturally, what's important is none of this. If I live in Cuba I'm
already buried (of course, I don't authorize putting my name on any
literary contest or independent library), although they haven't
threatened me with death, as they promised Oswaldo Paya in the presence
of his family. What is important is a question of angulation, of gaze.

What did they do throughout the holy Sabbath, those guys on their two
Suzukis and one Geely car imported by the State? They tossed out rumors
for a start (which is crime): the most archetypal was waiting for a
provocation in Lawton from the Ladies in White. They probably smoked.
Cold-bloodedly occupied the terrified neighborhood. Maybe bought a
little lunch from some self-employed person. And sat in the shade of the
last almond tree that the anti-cyclone brigade of tree assassins hadn't
cut down.

But it's obvious they never looked. Their eyelids were blinded by
hatred. Hatred against me, against their mission, perhaps against
themselves. No one should have any illusions. A paid hatred that one day
will force them to kill or be killed, even in front of professional
cameras and reporters from the BBC and other chains in chains, which,
after all, will broadcast nothing.

If only they had raised their eyes, they would have seen what you see
now. The old El Chino Octavio bodega at the corner of Fonts and Rafael
de Cardenas. The debacle of a lunar pavement, the shelves as squalid as
the facades and the skin of the un-inhabitants, the curbs razed by the
bulldozers of Communal Services, the atoll of garbage uncollected for
weeks, the bacteria and viruses freely incubating, the sub-Marxist shit
that seeps from the pores of Raul Castro's Realpolitik. Despotic poetry
of the first degree.

If only they had dared to believe their own eyes, they would not have
gone without the notion of Fidelista favelas — slums — in which the once
elegant suburbs of Havana survive. Lawton, for example, with its
staircases, rivers, trams and industries, was a labyrinthine jewel on
the outskirts of our capital. Today it is just this: the poorest pasture
for secret police and regular police who make a living at the expense of
not looking.

In reality, I sincerely sympathize with this ostrich-like vocation of
the agents of Cuban repression. Their blindness doesn't allow them to
hypocritically polish the image of my country. We are not longer in the
mythical 20th century of the international Left. Silenced by the death
of the grandiloquent demagoguery of Fidel Castro, our stunted State
capitalism will finally show to the world the Cuban people just as we
are: the worst of pre-capitalism and the worst of the post-totalitarian
State.

Just as well, comrades. It was already time to live in the truth.

From Diario de Cuba

November 6 2012

http://translatingcuba.com/what-the-political-police-dont-see-orlando-luis-pardo-lazo/